Miss ….. , I miss you

Miss ….. , rather Mrs. ……, I miss you my dear.

Don’t misunderstand me , it’s my last words that I ever wanted to say to my Ex-GF , the best friend I ever had and will have from the gender. Last couple of weeks saw my life going through a Roller coaster. The best of the times and the worst of the times always come together.

I joined my First ever Job, Earned my First Salary, became an Engineer and Lost my Girl Friend. The last one was pretty heart breaking the rest were the one that I was expecting with a lot of enthusiasm.

Having a girl friend in college life is certainly not a big thing, but for me it was certainly one among the best things that happened to me during my college life. The One, whom you could trust with your feelings. The one shoulder where you can cry like a baby. One whom you can be true yourself, these are all the benefits of having one. The one who will pick up you call when you are tensed, stressed , irritated and what not … The consoling , caring , voice that will help you melt your anger , your worries and help you to recover and be sane . The understanding is one thick bond that is necessary and one that will be the base of the relation.

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Fell in Love But Failed in Love . . . Yet Again

Falling in love is quiet nice an experience, failing in love is not so nice; neither it is a pleasant experience. It breaks your heart; tears open your soul and leave you as a zombie.

I had such an experience lately. I was quiet certain , I would have her with me my whole life , as my guiding spirit , my soul and my partner . But fate turned thumbs down for me in this part of life. It left me almost cold. Today is her engagement. You are my friend My Dear, my heart and soul goes for you. Best wishes for you for a successful life, after all love is also sacrifice.

She has been my guiding spirit separating me from what is wrong and guiding me in the right path. Her friendship was a blessing, but her love was a bonus. I think she never regretted that decision even once (Of course, that’s what I strongly believe….).

My corporate life and my ambitions for a greater height in profession ruined my plans for an early marriage; I couldn’t approach her parents for her hand in the right time. May be to be frank, I missed my life (her) in between my cup and my lip. To all my good friends who are reading this. Be as fast as you can, in getting your life settled with someone you love. (It feels pretty bad loosing someone).

Love is a precious commodity,
And a True love a scarcity.
The right girl gives you dignity,
And your soul is at her safety.

Time is the best healer. Hope my life will help me overcome the worries and help me with bringing up a new life. Her friendship is still valuable for me, if I can get it. I pray to god, may be in the next life, Let us unite.